This is my first attempt at writing a fiction blog. I don’t
know how good or bad it is going to turn out to be. Hopefully all you folks
reading this will like it.
Disclaimer: This
is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents
are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious
manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is
purely coincidental.
It is a Saturday night, Pranita and Ashok are done with
their dinner. Pranita puts their three years old son to bed and is back in
living room, its Ashok’s turn to do the chores today so she is resting on sofa in
their living room after the long day it had been. They are very happy contented
couple, they feel very lucky to have found each other. Ashok is a supportive
and loving husband and Pranita makes a good wife and a caring mother. Her
cellphone beeps, it’s a Facebook update for some game request. She gets
irritated but keeps scrolling to see other updates. There flashes the name
Abhinav Singhania, it’s his picture with wife by the side. She ignores the woman
in the pic and looks at Abhinav, she has the same feeling, same adrenal rush
that she had when she first saw him 15 years ago.
Pranita was in PUC 1ST
year and Abhinav was her senior in the next class. She hadn’t met him until their
roll numbers were written on the same bench for an exam. She was already
sitting there all prepared for the exam, then he appeared and sat beside her.
She saw him at a glance and there he was tall, fair and handsome, looks that
she couldn’t ignore, looks she was impressed by. She had a strange feeling she
didn’t know of. The question papers were circulated, it was difficult for her
to concentrate on the exam but she somehow managed to finish it well.
He was on her mind for
the rest of the day. She had to study for the next subject but all she could
think about was him. She had to sit beside him for the next 5 days, she had to
prepare for that as well. She tried her level best to ignore him and study for
her next subject in the night. Next day she wanted to look good, she did her
last minute preparations for the exam as she felt the guilt of not studying
well previous day. She entered the class and saw him already sitting on their bench,
she quietly went and sat on her part of the bench. And then he said Hi, she
didn’t expect it, she replied Hi without looking at him. He wished her all the
best and she just said same to you. These were the only two sentences they
spoke. She had some sort of excitement for each of the exams, she couldn’t
define those emotions: they were all together new for her. The last day she
took lot of courage and said bye and happy holidays. He looked back, their eyes
met, it was magical. They stared at each other for some time and then he just
said bye when one of his friends called out for him.
She had this last
image of his in her mind throughout the vacations. All she wanted was to be
back in college, this was the first time she wanted the vacations to end.
During these holidays when she met her friends, she told them about the
feelings she had for this guy. Some friends who knew him told her all the good
things about him and they all teased her. She felt good, she felt happy, and
she couldn’t stop blushing. She was turning from a girl to a young lady. She
had the desire to see him again.
This next one year was
one crazy for her. Whenever they crossed each other, he stared at her and she
blushed. She looked at him and turned away when he looked back. She couldn’t
control her smile when she saw him. Any occasion in college, may it be annual
day, sports day or college trips when students from all classes would gather,
her friends would tease her and his friends would tease him. She would be happy
but she never had the guts to express her feelings towards him, or she was too
young to understand those feelings. Then it was time he completed his PUC and
left for Degree College and that was the end of this incomplete first love
story of Pranita. They both shared an unshared expression of love, which she
realizes now.
Pranita isn’t aware, she is resting on the sofa with her
eyes closed and smile on her face. Ashok comes back to living Room after all
his household works and is happy to see Pranita like that. He sits beside her
and puts his hands around her. She is back to reality now and when Ashok asks
what she was thinking about, she tells him the whole story and he smiles back
saying “I am happy you didn’t talk to Abhinav, else you wouldn’t be with me
right now.” She hugs him and says “I am happy too”
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